Missing Mom

How hard it is to continue on. I miss my mom. She passed on December 1st so November and December are always hard months. I was helping my dad take her to her doctors’ appointments. I was there when they admitted her to the hospital. The only time she was ever admitted (not counting having children). She was healthy except for having sarcoidosis. I was there when they admitted her into hospice just a few hours after being admitted into the hospital. I was there when she passed the next morning. We were always together. She always gave me good advice. We had great conversations. We watched the soap operas together. I wish the soap operas were still on, that would mean she would still be here and we could talk about them. When I had medical problems, she would be right there guiding me, telling me what to do. Now I have serious medical problems and I have noone to help me. Only she could give me advice. I miss her so much.